Dear Guests, Welcome to my blog which I treat like a creative garden where I regularly plant and change this and that be it poetry, philosophy, an Oboe Brilliance lesson, an essay of some kind, or a journal about composing. Visit every Monday for oboe coaching which is also helpful for many melodic instrumentalists. Musically yours, Kathryn

"How do you compose?" That is the most commonly asked question I hear.
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"portrait analogy cont."

Just like composing a piece of music is for me like drawing a portrait of a person, giving a manuscript to a musician is like sitting for a portrait. Sometimes what a musician creates does or does not look like me, depending on the artistic level of the musician or musical ensemble.

The audience doesn't always know that!

I've had to jump through a few emotional and psychological hurdles to allow musicians who shall we say "don't draw well" draw my portrait even though the result doesn't look like me! It is clearly, their own limited interpretation!

It is often most revealing to me to get to know a person by hearing him/her play my music. Since I know what is me, everything else I hear is him/her/them!

One thing I love most in life is to hear the same piece of music performed and or recorded by many different players.

Inevitably, I hear more in the piece and love to hear more in the musician.

That said, I remember pulling off to the side of the road while being absolutely spell bound and swept off my feet by a performance of Stravinski's "The Rite of Spring". I had turned on my car radio and began hearing the most savage, hair raising, primal recording. Turned out that Stravinski himself was conducting the Cleveland Symphony Orchestra.

I bet Lois Wann was playing in that recording!

Anyway. After having heard that piece so many times before, it was the first time that I managed to hear much more contrapuntal aspects of the piece clearly, with a stark precision, and primal determination.

Awesome!

Musically yours,
Kathryn